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Confused
07.17.04 (12:17 pm)   [edit]
I was going through a couple of my cupboards today trying to do some de-cluttering and I came across the presents and postcard that a certain somebody had sent to me. It made me think about them, something I've tried hard not to do, and I realised just how much I miss talking to them despite everything that happened. It's only since we've stopped chatting on Messenger and e-mailing each other that I've realised just how often we spent doing those things.

Anyway, I was torn between throwing the gifts out and keeping them and in the end I decided to keep them. To stop this from hurting even more than it did at the beginning, I have to believe that those presents were genuine and that our friendship was a real one.

I wasn't sure whether to post about this here or not but I thought it might help make me feel better rather than keep it all bottled up and make me analyze things over and over. That's something I've done way too much of these past few months.

De-cluttering is now done anyway, although I think I've kept more than I've thrown out. I'm such a hoarder. :lol:
 


posted by: CrazyBeautiful3 (reply)
post date: 07.17.04 (1:36 pm)

I would have kept the present too. you seem like a big Buffy fan too. cool.



posted by: Vera (reply)
post date: 07.18.04 (6:36 pm)

Yeah, keep them. I also think that it had to have been mutual at some point, or they'd have never send you anything back and just made up excuses to why they couldn't. Just try to remember the good times.

On another note, I so need to start de-cluttering too. It's so damn hard to throw anything away. I still have old Beverly Hills 90210 stickers somewhere in my desk... *coughs*



posted by: Didi (reply)
post date: 07.19.04 (2:41 am)

Yep, ditto. Good that you kept them. Even though the friendship ended badly I'm sure that you'll be glad that you have something out of it when you're old and remember back. That's why I always keep junks like that in a box. It also helps you to remember things you forget.

Vera, awww...I loved 90210 so I'll tell you the same, keep the stickers!



posted by: candyspark (reply)
post date: 07.19.04 (12:55 pm)

Reply to: CrazyBeautiful3
Yep, I'm a huge Buffy fan. :D



posted by: candyspark (reply)
post date: 07.19.04 (12:57 pm)

I'm glad I kept the gifts too. I guess seeing them all of a sudden just brought everything back to me, not that I'd forgotten as it only happened recently.

I was a big 90210 fan too but I didn't have any stickers or posters. I was a real fan of Brenda and Dylan but I also liked Brandon and Andrea too. Oh, the memories. ;)


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